My revelation from Navarre Beach, Fl.

Oh God, inspire me with your beauty, touch me with your creation.

Lord, just as I dig my toes into the sand and feel the coolness of it, I am awed by

your creation, yet again. I watch the waves roll in and out as they wash away foot prints in the sand.

I realize also, that you have the ability to wash away my past. To heal my wounded soul. You know

everything about me, where I come from and where I have been.

Better than that, you know what is yet to come.

In Jeremiah 29:11, you say, I know the plans I have for you, plans not to harm you but to prosper you.

Plans to give you a hope and a future.

I do not know what my future holds but I do know that it rest in your hands. As I watch a bird skimming

the surface of the ocean water, so should I skim the surface of your living water, always staying close enough

to feel the coolness of it. To experience its refreshing power. To feel renewed in your love.

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God's take on broken seashells

by Marty Mullins Shuff on Thursday, March 17, 2011 at 8:40am

While combing the beach for seashells God revealed to me that all the millions of broken shells

represent the millions of people with broken lives and how life washes them up out of the depths

and leaves them discarded on the shore.

Then to add insult to injury people come along and sort through them, people just like me, only

taking the ones that are beautiful and whole. Discarding, once again, those that are less desirable.

I ask God to show Himself to me, hoping for a beautiful, whole seashell, instead I got something

much more valuable. A revelation of sorts, insights into who He is and who I am supposed to be.

When I asked for a beautiful, whole seashell, I distinctly heard Him say, then stop walking on the shore

and go deep. Don't be afraid to dive into the depths for that is where you will find my pearls. Don't be

afraid to dive in and explore.

Just as there is much beauty to be found in the depths of the ocean, there is much beauty to be found in

the depths of My Word.

Dive in and enjoy. Discover who I really am. The GREAT I AM!!!!

Broken shells represent broken live.

Life is an adventure.

Life is good, I am starting into another new phase of my life. I am writing and starting to do some event coordinating, which I love. I am teaming up with the gluten-free club in Lexington to put on a Vendor's parade. This is to educate the community about restaurants that have gluten-free menus, as well as products that are gluten-free.

I have found, since going gluten-free, the most challenging part is finding bread that is tasty and yet not so dry that it chokes you to death. I am going to really enjoy being involved with the gluten-free club here in Lexington. I know there is a lot to learn about the subject.

I will say since going gluten-free my body does not ache as much, I am much more alert and I don't have the foggy thinking I once had.

Hormones have helped with this also. And when I keep my levels up, my memory is much better. I am low on estrogen and progesterone right now but will be getting that taken care of next week and am looking forward to the results I know I will feel.

The book has been slow at progressing but I am working on it. Not sure what route to take with it at the moment.

I have also been taking photography classes to improve my photography skills. That has been fun and exciting. I love capturing God's creation and sharing it with the world.

My relationship with Michael is going very well. He is an awesome man and I could not imagine my life without him. He and I truly bring out the best in one another.

He promised me when we started dating that life would never be boring with him and so far he has kept that promise. He thinks big and I like that. He is not afraid to take on, what to most, would seem like an impossible challenge. And he challenges me to step out of my comfort zone and grow in ways I could not have previously imagined.

He has rented out Applebee's stadium and we are putting on a Easter sunrise service for the community of Lexington. I will be helping to put the event together. So, if you are going to be in the area for Easter, come see us at Applebee's Park.

Life has been an incredible adventure since I chose to leave Toyota. I would do it all again, in a heartbeat. God is faithful to supply all our needs if we get out of His way and just let Him.

Happy New Year to all my friends out there. Hope you have a wonderful new year. I started mine off right. I spent it with my son and his girlfriend in Breckenridge Co. We had a good time. The temperature was below 0 for a couple of days but we still got to go tubing and walk around town. It is a very quaint little town with very friendly people.

The elevation there is 10,000 ft. So is difficult to breath with only the slightest exertion. But you

do get used to it. I got some great shots while there. Michael and I pulled off the interstate to get some shots of a creek that I am very pleased with.

I am currently writing for Examiner.com. If you have not seen my articles, go to Examiner.com and look up parenting in the Lexington area. I am finally getting paid for doing what I love. Life is good.

Merry Christmas

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

I just wanted to say Merry Christmas to everyone out there. Hope you have a great Christmas and a fantastic new year. I am looking forward to a great year myself with lots of new adventures and endless possibilities. I can't wait to see where this journey I am on takes me to next. Thought I would just post some pictures of my tree for you all to see.I have been playing with my camera and trying some different stuff. Not perfected yet but it was definitely fun trying. Hope you enjoy.I am doing the Breaking Free Bible study by Beth Moore. Wow, talk about powerful stuff. That is one very gifted lady for the Lord. She does an awesome job with her Bible studies. I am learning a lot about family baggage and generational sins that get passed down from our parents and grandparents. It is tough to break that cycle but it only takes one generation to change the direction of the family line. Question is do we (I) have what it takes to break free from the bondage we find ourselves in.Merry Christmas everyone. Hope you have a safe and happy New Year also. I am anxious for the new year to begin. Looking forward to seeing where God takes me on this adventure I have been on.

Another funeral

Wow! I had another friend lose her battle to cancer this week. She was a good friend of the family. Two funerals, two weekends in a row is a bit much. Pray for the Hannah's family. They have lost three members of the family in four years to cancer. That is a lot for anyone to endure.

Fortunately, Hannah had come to know the Lord before she past away. She was a great lady. She will be dearly missed by many, especially my mother. She was her dearest friend.

Life is good in my world, Christmas is almost here. I love the decorating but have never enjoyed the pressure that comes with Christmas. This year has been different. I have not worried about it like in the past. Maybe, it is because my relationship to Christ has grown and I am learning to trust in Him for all my needs. He never lets me down.

God has laid it on my heart to write a letter to my children affirming them and addressing areas of my parenting where I feel I failed them. Tough to do, but I have a feeling the blessing they get from it will far outweigh the pain of reliving those tough times. Besides, God has proven to me that areas I fail in are areas that He stands in the gap and fills in for us.

Merry Christmas to everyone. I hope and pray that you have a safe and blessed New Year.

Loss of a friend.

Last week my friend Bonnye lost her fight with cancer. We buried her on Sat. She lived almost exactly 2 months after her diagnosis. The Lexington cemetary was covered with a blanket of snow. It was beautiful. She lived just long enough to see her youngest son get married. I feel for her husband Eddie. He will be lost without her. She was a such a sweetheart that it doesn't seem fair that God would choose to take her. Especially, when there are such mean and cold hearted people still wandering around this earth. But it is not for me to question God. I believe he takes us at the point in our life when we can be the most effective for him. She was an awesome lady and I feel privileged to have known her. At least now I know she is out of pain and resting in the arms of Jesus. You can't get any better than that.

My life is going good. Things are beginning to happen that are steering me in the direction I feel I need to go to fulfill my calling in life. I don't really have time to elaborate now. But lots of good things are happening.

I plan to go visit my son in Colorado the day after Christmas. Michael will finally get to meet him. My son has rented a cabin there and we are joining him with some of his girlfriends family and a couple of his friends. Should be an interested few days. Hope all is well in your world. I will write more later. Gotta go for now. Love you all. Marty